A broken heart. A timeless lover.

And a reawakening.

If I had a movie written about the past few years of my life, that's what the opening would say. If you were to ask me who Jesus was to me, I'd say seriously, "He's a wild One." Courageous. Passionate. Jealous. Gentle. He's my Lion. There's been so many lost to the slavery and confusion of religion and traditions of men, and for many of us Believers, it took a great shaking to wake us from our slumber.

Four years ago, my world came crashing down figuratively, and literally during the 2020 scam-demic. I'd been abandoned and shamed, juggling incredible fear and contempt of the unknown. I was shell-shocked, angry, terrified. What started as begging before a God I barely knew for the restoration of my marriage, turned into a wild ride of unraveling, wonder and restoration of my own heart that had been unknowingly closed off for many years.

This journey has been full of wild beasts and enemies, unfamiliar territory and great loss which brought forth incredible revelations of a God who I once believed was far off and couldn't be bothered with me.

What makes us bold? it's knowing you're loved and delighted in by an all-powerful, never changing Father.

Every good thing given and every perfect gift is from above; it comes down from the Father of lights [the Creator and Sustainer of the heavens], in whom there is no variation [no rising or setting] or shadow [a]cast by His turning [for He is perfect and never changes].- James 1:17

From abandoned to embraced.